Mike N

Unemployed again, Rent raised, Money dwindling, car just got out of shop again. No wife, no friends, no life. My health most of all is the main thing. I have no energy. None. Severe exhaustion and brain fog beyond belief. Blood tests reveal nothing. I'm literally like a zombie or a walking vegetable. But yet, I have to go out and get and maintain a job. That would be tolerable if I was well, but I'm not even close. Eyesight going, bad back, supernatural blocks on every aspect of my life. Been a life of stagnation, broken dreams, loneliness. And now my health? I have to take multiple naps and sleep most the day. What's wrong with me? I can't function like this. This is no way to live. I'm not alert, awake, or even alive like this. God, either take me or fix me. But don't leave me in the horrific limbo. Take me home or fix me, but don't do nothing. Jesus, if you and or the apostle Paul had this level of sickly exhaustion, you'd both never be able to complete your mission. How then do you expect me to get through the day or the rest of my life like this?

Received: August 30, 2022